Being a mum, it doesn’t suit very well any job because IT IS A FULL TIME JOB. If it happens that you are very passionate about your job like I do with my art and being a mum, you are going to have it the hard way J.
I constantly get the best inspiration and the best life experience from my motherhood and the time spent with my children but at the same time I am called by my pencils, colors, canvas and paint, they really want me to go to them, but I cant do it at any time; if Gemma for example joins me I no longer can use what ever I am using because what is in my hands is more exciting that not what she has J. It is a complete contradiction it is my inspiration and at the same time my struggle, but as it is said in the struggle we really tap in our deep resources.
Being a mother and an artist are my greatest joy, being a mum and an artist made me grow and be more aware of many things; on the artistic side one for example is that an art work made in ten minutes has some qualities I could have never reached even if I would have spent hours on it, and trust me I made many ten minutes art works, some more accomplished, some less, but they all bring me to a new point of my artistic evolution. Another aspect of my experience as a mum artist is that I find inspired at times with the most uncommon findings like a bird nest found in the garden, like Gemma’s genuine art works and mostly their love, smiles and unpredictable new discoveries.
I wake up trying to get going with cups and cups of coffee from a night of “duty” and I start my day organizing the house, once done I need my young little creature to be stimulated and especially I need to get them, for now only one, TIRED!! Than there is lunch, cleaning, reorganizing, and all these things that were not planned but that happened to fix and deal with, like a moment of tiredness that created a tantrum J. Once this is done and hoping that the creatures are tired enough I put them to sleep, but at least for me, it is not an easy process and at the end of it I tried so hard that I am a sleep too!
This is the time! I cant loose any minute and I have to MAKE ART, or do what ever I feel inspired for, this hour and an half is the most saturated of all and being not well rested and knowing that time is passing by doesn’t help, I anyways for a reasons I am not aware of, keep going back to my art, to my colors, my thoughts, and I create! The most enriching activity I find suits me! Than my loves wake up well rested and with a smile, I am happy and still tired thinking in advance at what is going to be the dinnertime and getting ready with snack and changes for clothing for another activity. There are plenty of variations of this day but being a mum and an artist carries with it always similar special and precious feeling that any day have, no matter what you do, I whish for everybody to experience being a mum and particularly being a mum artist, an experience of its own.
P .S . Than sometime help comes and it gets a bit easier :)
Nice Unpredictable results :)